on the mend

Lately, I have been feeling lost, sad, defeated and alone.  I have been trying so hard to put up a very high wall between me and these emotions, to keep them at bay, so that they won't get the better of me but, sadly, my will tired out and, lo and behold, i am enveloped in the arms of this depressing quadruplet.

For now, I'm letting them be. Hopefully, they'll lose steam once they feel that I'm holding off fighting them.

I will be better. And it will be soon.